Are You More Than Experience?

Have you ever questioned why experiences are important to you? Why certain memories you hold onto, while others you throw aside? You may hold onto the memory of the greatest sexual encounter you’ve ever had, or the time you had the hell beat out of you. But why?

Why do we hold on to these things, and who is deciding what to keep? It means something to someone, but why does it have to mean anything?

Please take a moment to look within, right now. Then come back and tell us what you’ve found.

Is there more to you than experience?

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Questioning the Common Phrase

I recently spoke with a few people on the topic of Oneness and Awareness (as they called it). The general movement of the talk was on questioning the very phrases we use to describe this kind of living; that we become complacent with phrases like Oneness, Awareness, Enlightenment, and so on. One of the listeners asked why I question those phrases so rigorously. It is simple really.

Face Off

Investigation

We hold these popular phrases at arms length for investigation. Those phrases – All One, All is One, I am That – and so on, are highly suspicious as they’ve now become a popular lingo that people use when they think they KNOW.

For example, the seeker might have read so-and-so guru and may be able to grasp an intellectual understanding of the thing, then they go out into the world repeating and repeating, what is essentially, second-hand information. Or perhaps we might call it, eloquent hearsay. But knowledge, or a kind of comfortable knowing, cannot bring us to this creative explosion of life.

Those phrases, at some point in time, might have held transformative properties, but now people are well read on the subject and know ‘how it works’. But what do they really know?

It is easy, you see. We learn to overcome difficulties in the physical world through knowledge and experience. And this function of the human being is brilliant. It still fascinates Takuin how this brain, mind, or whatever it is, can look at a problem, see a possible solution, then work it out to a satisfactory conclusion. It is the most amazing mechanism. But the true seeing of what we really are has nothing to do with knowledge, or this beautiful mechanism of the physical world.

When we hold these phrases close to us, hoping to get this or that out of them, or hoping we can convince someone else of our enlightenment, it is more than just fooling ourselves and others; it is damning to the fundamental decency of humanity.

But What About…

Someone asked me, “Is it possible an actual enlightened person might use those phrases?” Well, that is really none of your concern. What does that have to do with anything? Maybe you hope to find the right guru so finally you might have the peace you seek. Or if you can be sure of the true status of the teacher you can keep yourself from being let down once again. But it is all irrelevant. It is that very reliance – the permission you seek – that will keep you stuck in the hole.

Perhaps we still hold on to these things out of our fear? Or it could be we cannot believe  each one of us already holds the highest wisdom of any guru? But there is still that separation; the wisdom of the guru versus the lack of wisdom of the seeker. It is a wastage of energy.

Maybe if we put the energy into our own investigation that we waste worrying about the right thing to do, we’d be much better off.

The Words We Use

Whenever you use those phrases, question it. Find out if you really live it – right down to the cells in your body – or if it is just a copy and paste way of living. You may not like what you find, but that truth may indeed set you free.

It may take great strength for you to look into yourself in this way. But no one else can do this for you.

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The Storytelling of a Dead Man

Flower Dew

You are a living entity, a creature of beauty and grace that flows from moment to moment. You are a living movement, the indescribable breath of life, or wave of life, or whatever you might want to call it. This is a fact, and has nothing to do with what one might believe to be true.

If I look at you and see  a certain kind of person, a person that has hurt me or a person not to be trusted, and I believe those stories, I am dead. I am dead because I am looking at you in a limited way, which is not really looking at all. I might see an image of you, build up my story and so on, but I am not seeing you as you are.

This is the seeing – the storytelling – of a dead man.

The story I build is dead because it is solid and constricting. It does not give you the chance to live. If you have hurt me in some way, I will carry that with me. Then when we meet again, I will not see you, but the memory of the hurt you previously put upon me, so I am stuck in this charade of life. I use the past to see, which has nothing to do with seeing and has nothing to do with you. You might have lived a different life in one million different ways since the last time we met, and yet I still see you with the memory of one incident that may not have happened at all.

It may have been true that someone was a thief, that someone could not really be trusted, and so on. But even so, you do not need to build a story about it. One does not need to carry around the burden of the past.

Any limitation I place on you is clearly my own deficiency. It is born from the things I cannot let go; all the past stories I pull from a holster to use as a weapon.

Human beings are creatures of freedom, living lives of confinement. I will not contribute to that confinement.

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Michael Caine on Awakening

Small Temple Path

I’ve loved Michael Caine ever since I saw him in the film Deathtrap when I was a kid. He is known not only as a wonderful actor, but also as a very compassiontate teacher, especially for the young artist. This quote, while about editing as it relates to filmmaking and acting, illistrates very clearly a problem many people seem to have in their spiritual pursuits:

There’s a story about George Cukor (a director) who was relentless about getting it right, and Jack Lemmon. Jack had come to Hollywood from the Broadway theater and George was directing him in his first film role.

Jack kept doing a scene, and George kept saying, “Cut. Less, Jack, Less.” And Jack would do it again.

George:  ”Cut. Less, Jack, Less.”

And Jack would do it again.

George:  ”Cut. Less, Jack, Less.”

Jack finally said, “If I do any less, I’ll be doing nothing.”

George: “Now you’ve got it!”

We must remember in this journey that WE are not so necessary.

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Bonus Quote

The film Deathtrap has a now famous scene where Michael Caine and Christopher Reeve kiss one another. It amazed me because the kiss was very real; the kiss of lovers, with nothing fake about it. At the time when I first saw it, I wondered how they pulled it off so incredibly well. Here, Michael answers this question:

When I did Deathtrap, there was a scene in which I had to kiss Christopher Reeve. He’s bigger than I am and, quite honestly, I’d never kissed another man, other than my Dad. Cranking myself up for the task was murderously hard. To an extent, joking still helped: I said to Chris, “If you open your mouth, I’ll kill you.”

I’m afraid Chris and I overcame this problem not with technique or any emotion, but with a bottle of brandy between us.

This quote has nothing to do with Awakening, necessarily; I just love old show-biz talk.

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To The Student

Don’t say you are ‘All One.’ That is an incredibly powerful statement. And as we go into this step by step we can see your confusion. So is the fact your confusion, or your idea of being All One? If you are All One, you would have no questions to the contrary. You would not ask a thing. So please, let’s not cover up the fact of your confusion with your idea of wholeness.

We begin with what we have. There is no shame in being confused.

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Zen and the Cockroach

Takuin sat in a Zen temple in Kyoto, waiting for a Zen Monk and an interesting conversation.

During his wait, he saw a little cockroach making its way across the floor. It was indecisive; move one way, go back, move one way, go back. He sat with this little creature for some time while waiting.

Then, a student of the temple walked into the room. He walked over to the roach and stepped on it.

Takuin left the temple.

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On Twitter 2009-05-18

  • Threaded comments are now available on Takuin.com….neat-o! #
  • Today’s Wikipedia feature article is about Takuin’s favorite painter (and one of his favorite triptychs). #
  • The link leads here: http://bit.ly/NFWmb #
  • is off to watch Kabuki at Kabuki-za… #
  • is off to Toyama at 5:45 AM on the bullet train. Back in 4 Days. #
  • Talk and worry, talk and complain, talk and worry. All one can do is listen. #
  • How much longer will you search? #
  • Let’s suppose you get your desire, through no fault of your own, and ‘become’ enlightened. What will you do with it? #
  • Takuin is preparing to go off to Hiroshima to the Atomic Dome and the Hiroshima Peace Memorial Park. He leaves tomorrow. #
  • We explore peace by exploring violence. Violence is the fact; not non-violence. In order to have peace, we must dive into our violent nature #
  • is thinking on peace and violence. #
  • didn’t think about it until now, but he will be offline and away from an internet connection for the next 5 days. First time in years. #
  • will resume skype dialogs at the beginning of next month. Otherwise, send messages through the Contact page at Takuin.com. #

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Traveling Japan

Takuin is currently traveling throughout Japan and will be away for the next few weeks.

I’ll be in Hiroshima and will visit Hiroshima Peace Memorial Park in addition to several other locations. Then it is off to Kyoto for a few days. Mix in some Kabuki theater, a sumo match, and a trip to Toyama and you have a pleasant journey.

And for those I have not already contacted, there will be no dialogs through skype until the end of the month. (This does not affect those I have already scheduled.)

And remember, in your quest for wholeness (as silly as that may sound), don’t forget to go out into the world to see the beautiful creations of both humanity and nature. Every moment is a moment to sit, even if you are standing.

So leave your effort behind (don’t worry, you can return to it later), walk out your front door, and take in what the world has to reveal.

Always listen, and take what is given with gratitude.

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The Human Form

The human form is fascinating, as are all living forms. It is within this house we sit, but there are no walls, no floor, no ceiling, and no chair to sit upon. But that is good, for we are not there either.

This body will continue to go on, until it ceases to continue.

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What Was, and What Is

Burghers of Calais

This is from a current conversation happening on Facebook.

There is your ‘current life,’ and then there is the life you would like. Of the two, which one is real? Of the two, which one can you attend to NOW?

I can only relate to what is and not so much to what was or will be (in part because those states are fluid)

That is wonderful. Although I don’t refer to those states as fluid, but rather, static. What was or what will be are built from what has come before; what was is a memory, and what might be is the past projecting forward into a possible future. It is not static in the physical sense, but it is static psychologically (if that makes any sense).

In other words, it may give the illusion of fluidity, but it is akin to changing the curtains in a prison cell; it may look temporarily prettier, but the complete movement in still very limited.

All IS what is, but there is a danger there. When one wishes to capture what is as an experience to be had again, it becomes that same movement of the past. And this is a great stumbling block for millions of searchers, it seems.

Seeing what is for the first time is wonderful, but staying with it is not easy. It is much easier to stay with your memory of what is, but that has no meaning, other than the selfish comfort it provides.

Of course, none of this is meant to be right or wrong…we’re just exploring. I hope you brought your pith helmet! ;)

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